Canso: Quant
l'aura, Cercamon
When dulcet breezes
grow embittered
and once green
branches shed their leaves
and birds chant their
breviaries,
I sigh and sing
of love which bends,
imprisons me;
I've never had love
in my power.
Alas, in love I sing
no conquests,
but songs of travail,
pain;
nothing's so
grievously unobtained
as what I want;
nothing
finds so much love
as what I cannot
have.
For a rare jewel I
brighten,
joyous, I've never
loved so much;
when I'm with her I'm
struck
dumb, mute by my
desire;
despair when we're
apart
blankets my senses,
powders my mind.
All women ever on
earth
compared to her
aren't worth a damn.
When the whole world
darkens,
where she is, there's
still light.
God! If I could just touch her
or watch her go
naked!
I'm hot and cold all
over,
I roar for love,
asleep, awake;
I'm so afraid I'll
make the wrong move,
I don't even dare
think how to ask her;
but I will serve two
years or three,
then perhaps she'll
know the truth about me.
I'm neither alive nor
dead,
well nor in pain,
I've got it bad
for I can't tell
if or when I'll have
her:
all grace is in her,
she can raise me up
or put me down.
I just ask to be
driven crazy,
I go around gaping,
dazed,
I ask for insults,
fine,
and she mocks me up
and down;
but out of bad times
will come good,
perhaps, if this stuff pleases her.